Jillibean

Jillian

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Slut by Jillibean, literature

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Slut

I know what I started The decision was mine, I shouldn’t have, but I wanted to. So, so bad I wanted to have you. This thing we have I know means nothing. You’re just using me as a distraction From your main attraction, And I’m ok with that… at least I think. But oh well for now, because Again, the mind in my jeans writhes Its so hard to ignore With you standing naked in the door. I give in and I’m lost to lust. Satisfied, but for only a moment. The feeling of pleasure washed out by disgust. So go a head, call me a slut. I know you’re thinking it, because so am I.

Raven by Jillibean, literature

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Raven

Why does the raven have blood on her wings? To fly better perhaps, on past the the kings, And higher on still, till she preceeds the sun Finally stopping to contemplate what shes done. Her eyes show no remorse Only time will time will find the source Of the rage wrought by pain What shall become of the raven? Does she deserve hell or a safe haven? Judged and punished Forgiven, set free Can you look in her soul and tell me what you see?

Somewhere, Sometime by Jillibean, literature

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Somewhere, Sometime

A Blonde haired, blue eyed child Sitting on her Father's knee His memory discarded and forgotten But still alive in me You walked away and left behind A life you said you didn't want But late at night I wonder That if I took a deeper look What inside your heart I'd find Remorse perhaps? Or maybe nothing. I actually don't care. What keeps me going is the thought That somewhere, sometime I was your daughter and you dared to love me.

After a Bowl by Jillibean, literature

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After a Bowl

Drink down lucky boot Fortune storm the quiet sky Hear heaven grace his girl Garden of old weed With wicked thought Teach thee will to Taste a stone pipe, Music mad with jest, Above affection our woe Streams over mercy moon Take prefect sun, think nothing. Thrilling sound pure above curse Curious bold color crazy dream Dizzy drink deceive questions, Remember the mischievous rain Celebrate how her play tempt life Envy a brilliant dance full of light Imagine a kiss about a word Art in all breaks My cool gift this is A poet bound by heart It has never mattered much Full discontent in meager measures We could hear the rive

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Let the Music Splatter by Jillibean, literature

Pieces of Sky by Jillibean, literature

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Pieces of Sky

These memories are just pieces of sky Pieces of something much bigger than I To anyone else, just pieces of blue I see time framed a picture of you These memories hold me like the moon holds the sea, Like the sky holds the sun The sea holds my tears and carries me When my heart is too heavy for one I best get busy livin', been along time gone A dress made of air, webs and dew The wet dreams evaporate as the come through And its over, its over. To anyone else just pieces of blue, An invisible kite string connects me to you I know that its selfish to think you'd come here There's so many people that need to know That you're st

Revolutionary Love by Jillibean, literature

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For you by Jillibean, literature

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For you

Blood on my hands, and tears on your cheeks Done for you, the one my heart seeks She was innocent and didnt deserve But she had to go, our love to preserve You might not understand the awful thing I've done Eventually you'll see that I am the one Wait, don't cry It was for you that she had to die Fine, throw away my feelings by denying me a chance with you Just remember what I did to her I can and will do to you too.

Another Day by Jillibean, literature

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Another Day

Another day begins In darkness Continuing the motions of the day before The constant moving forward Becomes monotonous The desire to resist takes hold She just wants it to stop To take a break, and let the world pass by The others move on through the cycle Blind as to whom is lying in the darkness Her crying never touching their deaf ears Her absence is noticed but eventually forgotten The world will move on And Another day begins In darkness

Dancer by Jillibean, literature

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Dancer

She slips into the Bedroom Adorned in nothing but Lace At first she is Self-conscious Of flaws only she can See Nervousness ebbing at her Confidence But all that disappears with just one look from Him She starts her hypnotic Dance Moving her body to the Rhythm Every motion accentuating the supple curves of her young Body Tantalizing and Teasing Seduction is the Game Of the midnight Dancer

Selfish and Superficial by Jillibean, literature

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Selfish and Superficial

Friends- Down the crowded hallways we walk. Parting our way through the sea of unobservant people. The persistent humming of their voices reverberates off the walls. Sadly we too lend our voices to the growing sound. Talking of our next class and afterschool activities, the bell rings-7 minutes don't leave much time for in-depth discussions. Going our separate ways we give each other a friendly wave. This is our interaction. Outside the confining atmosphere of school it is different. Each of us trying to convince our selves of our sincerity but deep down we know we don't mean it. Our relationship is superficial, don't be fooled by a

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United States
Deviant for 17 years
She / Her

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Current Residence: I am everywhere and no where
Favourite genre of music: Metal
Favourite photographer: Shannon!!!!!
Favourite style of art: surrealism or fantasy
Favourite cartoon character: Squidward
Personal Quote: " Ouch, God dammit!"

Favourite Movies

Practical Magic, Interview with the Vampire, Princess Bride

Favourite Writers

Dean Koontz, stephen king

Other Interests

Piano, bellydancing, and friends

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Jillibean

Jul 8, 2008

The Challenge- copied

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Im actually going to do this, i think it will be really good for me as an artist. expect new stuff to be posted as i go through the list. An Amazing idea: THE CHALLENGE --- The point of this challenge is to test and improve your skill as an artist. The rules: 1.) Make 100 pieces each one having a theme listed below. Only one theme per piece! 2.) No time limit so have fun! 3a.) Pieces should be of own artistic ability. You may not edit photos, or break any other rules set out in the DA etiquette policy. Your pieces can be anything from sketches and doodles to great masterpieces. Just have fun with it. 4.) The list below is to be placed

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Jillibean

Mar 7, 2008

What Up?

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What up people? Hope you all are doing good, minus a few people that i dont care about. Im pretty good myself, Ive been mostly just hanging out, chillaxin, you know the usual. Im still dying for summer to start but thats about it i guess.                                                                              Have a good one!

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Jillibean

Feb 1, 2008

Tagged

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1. Post these rules 2. Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves 3. Tagged people should write a journalblog about these facts 4. In the end tag and name 8 people 5. Go to their dA pages and comment saying that they are tagged 1. I am an artist ( without the starving part.) 2. I watch John Wayne movies frequently. 3. I can run four miles without passing out. 4. I have a weak spot for musicians. 5. I am a dancing fool. 6. I rock out to my car radio. 7. Secretly, I am a kidnapper.   8. My hair hasn't been its natural color in 7 years. Tagg to you the reader!