I know what I started
The decision was mine,
I shouldnt have, but I wanted to.
So, so bad I wanted to have you.
This thing we have I know means nothing.
Youre just using me as a distraction
From your main attraction,
And Im ok with that
at least I think.
But oh well for now, because
Again, the mind in my jeans writhes
Its so hard to ignore
With you standing naked in the door.
I give in and Im lost to lust.
Satisfied, but for only a moment.
The feeling of pleasure washed out by disgust.
So go a head, call me a slut.
I know youre thinking it, because so am I.